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Chapter 1 - THE WOMAN WHO CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD

The fluorescent lights over the counter at Sal's had buzzed like trapped insects for eleven hours straight, and Serena Vale had stopped hearing them somewhere around hour four.

She moved through the Friday night crush with her right hand flat against the small of her back and her left arm balancing a tray of burgers and fries that smelled like grease and the end of a long week. The vinyl on the booths had cracked open years ago in long gray smiles. The linoleum had been scuffed down to its bones.

Eight months dead. That was the number that mattered.

She had a name tag that said something that was not her name. She had a studio apartment above a laundromat on Kedzie with a deadbolt that had been installed backwards by a landlord who did not care. She had a knife under her pillow and a habit of checking the stairwell twice before she went up it.

And she had one piece of jewelry, which she never took off: a cheap gold band, bought at a pawn shop on Western for sixty dollars, sized half a size too big so it would slide when her hands got thin.

The ring was not a memory. The ring was a shield. It answered a question before anyone asked it.

"Table seven needs water," Jerry called through the kitchen window, his voice cutting the way a gravel voice does, low and rough and heard anyway.

"On it."

She took the tray to a family of four who did not look up. That was the first thing she had taught herself, in the first weeks, in a motel room in Gary with the curtains shut: the art of being overlooked. Dark hair that had once been set in waves for charity galas now pulled back in a plain elastic. No makeup. No perfume. A secondhand uniform stretched over her belly.

She was a ghost wearing someone else's life, and she had gotten so good at it that most nights she forgot she was doing it.

The double doors swung open at the front and brought in a gust of November wind off the street, carrying exhaust and the promise of snow.

Serena turned the way she always turned, with the waitress smile already up.

The world stopped.

Six foot three of controlled violence in a three-thousand-dollar suit, standing in the doorway of a diner with a cracked floor and looking at the room like a man surveying property he already owned. Dark hair swept back. The face that could have been cut from Carrara marble, which she had told him once, and he had laughed at, and the laugh had been real.

His hands. She saw his hands before she saw his eyes, because that was what eight months of fear did to a woman.

Then his eyes, and the bottom went out of her.

Winter-storm gray. Eyes that had once looked at her like she was the only thing in the world worth standing in front of.

Now they held the flat, settled indifference of a man who had buried his wife and moved on.

He had moved on. The proof of it was on his arm.

A blonde in a dress that cost more than Serena made in six months, diamonds at her ears catching the cheap light and turning it into something that did not belong here. She laughed at something he said and laid two manicured fingers on his forearm, and the gesture was so comfortably possessive that Serena felt it in her chest like a thumb pressing a bruise.

Alessandra Giordano. Serena had seen the announcement three weeks ago, in a newspaper somebody had left on a table at the bus stop, folded open to the society page. Damen Moretti and Alessandra Giordano to wed in a spring ceremony. The alliance that would unite two Chicago families. The strategic marriage that would cement his power in the aftermath of his wife's tragic death.

Her hand went to her belly without her deciding to.

Their son kicked — hard, a rolling shove against her ribs, the way he did when she was frightened, as though he had learned it from her before he had ever taken a breath.

Move, she told herself. Hide. Go.

Her feet had stopped listening.

"Seating for four," Damen said to the hostess.

His voice carried across the room like something with a weight to it, and it went through Serena's bones the way it had in a dark bedroom years ago, in another life, in the city she had been born in.

Crystal looked up from her phone. "Follow me."

They moved into the dining room — Damen, the blonde, and two men Serena knew by the shape of their shoulders. Marco and Tomas. Both built like walls, both carrying the weight of concealed weapons with the ease of men who had carried them for years.

Serena turned away and walked to the kitchen with her heart slamming so hard she was sure the whole room could hear the rhythm of it.

He won't recognize you.

She filled the pitcher at the soda fountain and her hands shook so badly the stream missed twice.

You are nobody to him now. A tired waitress in a place he'll forget before the valet brings the car.

She knew it for a lie while she was still thinking it. Damen Moretti forgot nothing. His mind was a steel trap that catalogued every face, every exit, every possible angle, and it was the thing that had kept him alive in a business where men like him usually died young and loud.

"Serena." Jerry again, sharper. "Table seven. Today."

She looked down at the slip in Crystal's handwriting on the rail.

T7.

The pitcher felt like it weighed a hundred pounds.

"No," she said, out loud, quietly, to a stainless steel surface that showed her a blurred and unremarkable reflection. "No. No, no, no."

Marcus paused mid-flip at the grill. "You sick? Baby coming?"

"I just need a minute."

"We're slammed, honey. Jenny called in sick and Crystal's useless." Jerry was at her elbow, and when she did not move he looked at her properly, and his voice came down. "Tips are good tonight. You need the money."

He was not being cruel. He was being practical, the way a man is practical when he has watched somebody count coins for eight months and never once asked why.

He did not know that the man at table seven had once owned half of this city.

He did not know that if Damen Moretti looked up and recognized her, this diner would be a crime scene before the dessert menu came out.

"Right," Serena said. She picked up the pitcher. "I've got it."

The walk to the table was the longest distance she had ever crossed.

She kept her head down and her shoulders rounded and poured the water into four glasses — the blonde, Marco, Tomas, and then there was one left.

She could feel him beside her like heat off a fire.

Her hand extended. The pitcher tilted. Water went into the glass in a clean arc.

"Thank you," he said.

Two words, in the voice that had once been the entire world.

"You're welcome."

The baby kicked.

A sharp jab straight into her ribs, and her hand jerked, and water sheeted across the tablecloth and over the sleeve of his jacket.

"I'm so sorry—"

She grabbed napkins. She reached across. Her belly caught the edge of the table and she stumbled half a step, and her face came up, and for the first time in eight months she met Damen Moretti's eyes.

She watched recognition land.

The indifference shattered. Something underneath it — white, then red, then white again — and then his hand shot out and closed around her wrist.

"Serena."

Her name in his mouth was a stranger's sound. Disbelief, and fury, and something beneath both that she did not have the strength to name.

He did not let go.

His eyes went down. To the uniform. To her hands. To the swell under the apron, unmistakable, seven and a half months of it, pressing against the cheap cotton.

The expression that crossed his face then was not anger.

It was devastation, and it was worse.

"Let go," Serena whispered. "Please. You're hurting me."

He released her so suddenly that she staggered backward, and the pitcher came out of her hands and hit the floor and came apart, and the diner went silent.

May you like

Every conversation stopped. Every head turned.

Now, she thought, standing in the water and the glass with thirty people watching her. Now it's serious.

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