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Chapter 6 - SOFIA’S LAST LETTER

Elena had one final thing.

A sealed envelope.

My name.

Sofia’s handwriting.

“Why didn’t you give me this immediately?”

“She told me only after the boys were confirmed yours.”

“That makes no sense.”

“It made sense to her.”

I opened it alone.

Alejandro,

If you are reading this, then Elena has finally failed at keeping secrets, which means something has gone wrong or the boys are safe enough to know you.

I laughed through tears.

That sounded like Sofia.

I know you will be angry. You should be.

Correct.

I made choices for you that were not mine to make. I told myself it was protection. Maybe some of it was fear. Maybe some was pride.

I kept reading.

You would have come for me. That is exactly why I disappeared. I believed anyone watching me would use that love to reach you.

Then:

The photograph says to protect them from you. That was never true. I needed anyone who found it to misunderstand the threat. Your reputation was the safest lie I had. Forgive me for that if you can.

I stopped.

Then continued.

There are four boys because God apparently has a sense of humor and one embryo became four lives. I named them Mateo, Nicolas, Luca, and Gabriel. Elena helped choose Gabriel because she said every family needs one angel. I told her four Morettis probably needed several.

I laughed.

Then came the line that destroyed me.

I held them for six months. I kissed them every night. I told them about you before they could understand words.

My vision blurred.

I told them their father could frighten a room by entering it but cried when our first dog died. I told them you pretend not to like sweet coffee. I told them you never learned to fold shirts properly. I told them the best thing about you was not that men feared you. It was that once you loved someone, you never stopped.

I covered my face.

Sofia knew me better than I deserved.

The letter continued.

Do not turn them into heirs before you let them become children.

I read that twice.

Do not teach them that our name is a weapon. Teach them it is only a name.

Then:

If Vittorio is still alive, do not assume fear made me correct about everything. I suspected him. I never proved it. Promise me you will use evidence, not grief.

I stared.

Even dead, Sofia was stopping me from making the easiest mistake.

Then the final paragraph:

And Alejandro—sit at the dining table again. Empty rooms do not honor dead people. They only teach the living to avoid them.

I folded the letter.

Walked downstairs.

The boys were eating lunch.

Elena stood nearby.

I sat.

Mateo looked confused.

“You eat here now?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

I looked at Sofia’s chair.

“Because someone told me to.”

Gabriel offered me half his sandwich.

I took it.

No one spoke for a while.

The table did not feel haunted anymore.

Just crowded.

Sofia had been right again.

Annoyingly.

Beautifully.

May you like

Right.

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