Chapter 9 - THE FIRST TIME HE CALLED IT OUR HOME
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Our first real date happened inside the brownstone.
No photographers.
No family council members.
No expensive fundraiser requiring me to smile beside a man who had already decided our marriage was temporary.
Just dinner.
Graham had made roast chicken, mashed potatoes, and vegetables.
The chicken was slightly overcooked.
The potatoes were excellent.
I told him so.
He looked deeply relieved.
“I've been practicing.”
I raised an eyebrow.
“For how long?”
“Three nights.”
“You've been cooking three nights?”
“Yes.”
“And where did the food go?”
He looked away.
I stared.
“Graham.”
“The security staff were very understanding.”
I burst out laughing.
For the first time, he didn't look wounded by my amusement.
He looked delighted.
After dinner, we moved into the library.
Graham poured sparkling water into two glasses.
I sat on the sofa.
He settled opposite me.
For a while, we talked about ordinary things.
My work.
His childhood.
The books we'd read.
Then Graham asked, “Why compliance?”
I smiled.
“Because I like finding answers.”
“That sounds exhausting.”
“It can be.”
“Why not law?”
I considered.
“Because I wanted to help organizations understand problems before they became court cases.”
He nodded.
“That would've been useful around here.”
I laughed.
“That's an understatement.”
He smiled.
Then grew serious.
“Audrey, what do you want after eighteen months?”
The question surprised me.
I looked toward the fire.
“I don't know.”
He watched me.
“I had a plan before your mother arrived.”
“What plan?”
“I wanted to become a partner at the consulting firm. Buy a small apartment. Maybe travel.”
His expression softened.
“Where?”
“Scotland. Italy. Anywhere with old buildings and good food.”
He smiled.
“Reasonable ambitions.”
“And you?”
He looked toward the window.
“For years, I thought my only job was keeping my family businesses intact.”
“And now?”
He considered.
“Now I'm not sure every part of what I inherited deserves to survive.”
I stared.
That was the most honest thing he'd ever said about his empire.
At ten, Graham walked me toward the staircase.
We stopped at the landing.
The second floor belonged to me.
The third belonged to him.
The arrangement had begun as an insult.
Now it felt like a question neither of us knew how to answer.
Graham looked at me.
“Good night, Audrey.”
“Good night.”
He hesitated.
Then asked, “May I kiss you?”
My breath caught.
For a moment, I couldn't speak.
The man who'd told me I meant nothing on our wedding night was standing in the hallway asking permission to kiss me.
I looked into his eyes.
“Why?”
He smiled sadly.
“Because I want to.”
I swallowed.
“And because we're married?”
“No.”
His voice softened.
“Because I like you.”
I smiled.
“That sounds dangerously close to affection.”
He laughed softly.
“I'm beginning to suspect it is.”
I stepped closer.
Then kissed him.
It was gentle.
Unhurried.
And nothing like the staged kiss we'd exchanged before wedding photographers.
When I drew back, Graham looked almost stunned.
I smiled.
“Good night, husband.”
He laughed quietly.
“Good night, wife.”
The next morning, a new household schedule appeared.
At the bottom was a handwritten note.
Breakfast together? Seven-thirty.
I smiled.
Then wrote:
Only if you make coffee.
The response came an hour later.
Our kitchen. Our coffee. Our terrible jokes.
I stared at the words.
Our.
May you like
For the first time, Graham had described the house as belonging to both of us.
And that single word meant more to me than the six-thousand-dollar dress I'd worn on our wedding day.
