Chapter 5 - THE MESSAGE UNDER MY DOOR
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Someone had been inside my apartment.
I knew before I opened the door.
The mat sat at a different angle. A thin scratch marked the lock, and the small ceramic bowl where I kept my keys had been moved from the counter to the windowsill.
Nothing appeared to be missing.
My laptop was on the table.
My television was still there.
The envelope containing the report about my father's accident remained inside my kitchen drawer.
But the Russian dictionary lay open on the floor.
I stood in the doorway for a full minute, unable to move.
Then I called the police.
The responding officers took photographs, checked the windows, and asked whether I had an ex-boyfriend, a neighbor with a key, or anyone who might want to frighten me.
I told them no.
I didn't mention Nikolai Sokolov.
I didn't mention the missing interpreter.
And I didn't tell them that the dictionary had been opened to the page where my father used to write notes in the margins.
One officer found a single sheet of paper beneath the book.
It contained one sentence in Russian.
Some truths cost more than silence.
The officer photographed it and placed it in an evidence envelope.
“Do you recognize the handwriting?”
I stared at the page.
“No.”
It was another technically true answer.
The handwriting wasn't my father's.
But the phrase was.
He had used it once when I was a teenager, after I asked why he had refused to translate a document for a client who offered him an extraordinary amount of money.
He told me that translation was not simply about knowing words.
It was about deciding what responsibility came with repeating them.
Then he'd said, “Some truths cost more than silence, little star. The question is who pays.”
At the time, I thought he was talking about professional ethics.
Now I wasn't sure.
***
I called Chloe.
She arrived twenty minutes later carrying two coffees, a bag of groceries, and the expression of someone preparing to commit a felony on behalf of a friend.
“Tell me where they are.”
“Who?”
“The people who broke into your apartment.”
“I don't know.”
“Then tell me where they might be.”
“Chloe.”
She put the groceries down.
“I'm serious.”
“So am I. You're not going after anyone.”
“Fine. I'll make them a casserole and poison them with kindness.”
Despite everything, I laughed.
She pulled me into a hug.
“You're staying at my place tonight.”
“I can't ask you to—”
“You didn't ask. I decided.”
I looked at her.
“Thank you.”
“Don't thank me. Help me carry the groceries.”
For the first time that day, the knot in my chest loosened.
***
The next morning, I went to the Luminary.
Nikolai was waiting in the private library.
He took one look at my face.
“What happened?”
“Someone entered my apartment.”
He went still.
“Was anything taken?”
“Not that I can tell.”
I showed him the photograph of the message.
He read it once.
Then again.
“Did you call the police?”
“Yes.”
“Good.”
I had expected him to be angry.
Instead, he picked up his phone and called his security director.
“Review the building cameras around Aria Montgomery's apartment. Coordinate with her police report. No contact with the residents. No unauthorized searches.”
He listened.
Then added, “And I want the access logs from the last forty-eight hours.”
He ended the call.
I watched him.
“You're not going to send men to scare my neighbors?”
“No.”
“Or tell me that I should move into one of your properties?”
“I was considering offering you a hotel room.”
“I have an apartment.”
“Someone entered it.”
“And the police are investigating.”
He nodded.
“Then you decide where you want to sleep.”
The answer disarmed me more than an argument would have.
I sat down.
“I think the message was intended for me.”
“I agree.”
“My father used that phrase.”
Nikolai studied me.
“Exactly as written?”
“Almost. He used to say it in English.”
“Who knew?”
“I don't know. Anyone who attended the meeting. Anyone who knew him. Anyone who read his notes.”
“Did he keep a diary?”
“Several notebooks. Most of them were donated to his university after he died.”
Nikolai leaned forward.
“Were they catalogued?”
“I assume so.”
“Can you check?”
“I can ask the university.”
“Do that. I'll have my attorney contact the investigator who compiled the accident report.”
I frowned.
“Why would the person who entered my apartment know about a phrase my father used?”
“Because the phrase may have been connected to the original document. Or because someone wants you to believe that.”
I stared at him.
“You really know how to make a person feel better.”
“I wasn't attempting to.”
“Clearly.”
For a moment, the corner of his mouth lifted.
Then his expression became serious again.
“Aria, someone may be trying to frighten you away from the investigation. That doesn't mean you should stop, but it means you need to be careful.”
I looked at the photograph.
“I have spent seven years being careful.”
“And did it help?”
The question landed harder than he intended.
I stood.
“I'm going to the university.”
“I'll arrange a driver.”
“No.”
“Aria—”
“I will take the subway. I will walk through the front entrance. I will speak to the archivist. And I will not have two men in dark suits following me around campus like I'm a witness in a crime drama.”
He studied me.
Then nodded.
“Take your phone. Let someone know when you arrive.”
“That I can agree to.”
I left the library.
At the elevator, my phone vibrated.
An unknown number.
The message contained no greeting.
Only a photograph of my father standing outside a train station, taken months before his death.
On the back of the photograph, someone had written:
Ask Elena what happened at platform nine.
I stared at the screen.
Then I called the number.
It was disconnected.
***
At the university archives, the librarian recognized my father's name immediately.
“Professor Montgomery? Of course. Brilliant man. Very particular about his notes.”
She brought out a catalogue of his donated notebooks.
Most concerned his research on regional dialects.
But one volume had been logged separately.
It was listed as a private collection, sealed at the request of the estate, with access restricted until the seventh anniversary of his death.
That anniversary was three days away.
I stared at the entry.
My father had left something behind.
May you like
Something he had specifically arranged for me not to see until seven years after he died.
And the person who had entered my apartment seemed to know it was there.
