Chapter 1 - THE LITTLE GIRL WITH THE AMBER STAR

A five-year-old girl was standing on a freezing Chicago sidewalk, trying to earn one dollar at a time to save her sick mother when I stopped in front of her. Then a necklace slipped from beneath her coat, and I recognized the amber stone I had made with my own hands fourteen years earlier for the only woman I had ever truly loved.
I'd just closed an $81 million deal.
At thirty-two, I ran a company with four thousand employees. My Bentley waited at the curb, and I had more money than I could ever spend.
Then I saw a little girl standing alone in the freezing Chicago wind.
Her oversized coat hung past her knees.
Both shoes were held together with tape.
Beside her sat a rusty coffee can containing three coins and a crumpled dollar.
She wasn't begging.
She was singing.
Her tiny voice trembled as she held a cardboard sign.
$1 TO HEAL MY MOM.
I knelt beside her.
“Sweetheart, where's your mother?”
“At home. She's sick.”
“Does she know you're out here?”
The little girl lowered her eyes.
“She told me to stay warm. But we don't have enough money for the medicine.”
My chest tightened.
“What's your name?”
“Maisie.”
“How long have you been standing here, Maisie?”
She looked at the sky.
“Since it was still dark.”
I stared at her little hands, red from the cold.
I'd spent more on lunch than she'd collected all morning.
I reached for my wallet.
Then the wind lifted her collar.
A gold chain slipped into view.
Hanging from it was a tiny amber stone with a crooked five-pointed star.
My breath stopped.
Fourteen years ago, when I was eighteen, I'd carved that exact star into a piece of amber I'd found on a Michigan beach.
I'd given it to Nora Lane.
The only woman I'd ever loved.
The woman I'd left behind when I went to Stanford.
“Where did you get that necklace?” I whispered.
Maisie quickly covered it.
“It's Mommy's. She said someone special made it for her.”
My hands began shaking.
“Someone special?”
“She said he loved her very much.”
A memory hit me.
Nora standing on a bridge, smiling through tears as I fastened that chain around her neck.
I'd promised to come back.
But somewhere between ambition and success, I'd let fourteen years disappear.
“Maisie,” I whispered, “what's your mommy's name?”
She looked straight into my eyes.
“Nora.”
My heart nearly stopped.
Then she added something that made the cold disappear from my skin.
“Do you know her, mister? Because Mommy still cries when she looks at your picture.”
For several seconds, I couldn't speak.
The traffic on Michigan Avenue became a distant roar. The wind cut through my cashmere coat, but I barely felt it.
Fourteen years.
I'd spent fourteen years believing Nora Lane had forgotten me.
Now her daughter stood before me with frozen fingers, wearing the necklace I'd made when I was a boy who owned nothing but a secondhand bicycle and a promise.
“What's your last name, Maisie?”
“Lane.”
I swallowed.
“Do you live far from here?”
She nodded.
“Three bus rides. But I walked because buses cost money.”
Something inside my chest twisted.
“Does your mommy have anyone helping her?”
“Mrs. Alvarez brings soup sometimes.”
“And your daddy?”
Her little face changed.
She looked down at her shoes.
“I don't have one.”
I felt an unexpected sting behind my eyes.
“I'm sorry.”
Maisie shrugged with the heartbreaking practicality of a child who had learned too much about disappointment.
“Mommy says families come in different sizes.”
I took off my gloves and wrapped them around her hands.
They were far too large.
“Maisie, we need to get you somewhere warm.”
She stepped backward.
“I can't go with strangers.”
“That's a good rule.”
I took out my phone.
“My name is Ethan Cole. I'm going to call someone who can help us find your mommy. You can stay right here while we do that.”
She studied me.
“Are you rich?”
The question surprised me.
“I suppose so.”
“Really rich?”
I almost smiled.
“Yes.”
She considered this.
“Then maybe you could buy Mommy's medicine.”
My throat tightened.
“I'd like to help.”
She looked at the rusty coffee can.
“But I only need one dollar at a time.”
“Why?”
“Because Mommy says nobody should have to give more than they can.”
I turned away for a moment.
Nora.
Even now, even sick, she was teaching her daughter not to demand more than the world could spare.
I called my executive assistant, Rachel Brooks.
“Rachel, I need you to come to Michigan Avenue. Bring a warm coat and something to eat for a five-year-old girl. And contact the appropriate child welfare and medical services. She's been outside in the cold since before sunrise.”
Rachel knew me well enough not to ask unnecessary questions.
“I'm on my way.”
I crouched again.
“Maisie, what song were you singing?”
She brightened slightly.
“Mommy's song.”
“Can you sing it for me?”
She hesitated.
Then began.
When the lake turns silver,
And the daylight disappears,
Follow the little amber star,
And love will find you here.
My heart slammed against my ribs.
I knew that song.
I had written those words for Nora on the night before I left Chicago.
I had never sung them for anyone else.
Maisie stopped.
“Why are you crying, mister?”
I touched my cheek.
My fingers came away wet.
“I knew someone who loved that song.”
“Mommy?”
I nodded.
“Yes, sweetheart.”
She looked at me with enormous brown eyes.
“Then maybe you can make her smile again.”
I wanted to tell her I would.
But I had made Nora a promise once before.
And broken it.
So I said the only thing I could honestly say.
“I'll try.”
Twenty minutes later, Rachel arrived with hot chocolate, food, and a coat. We contacted Maisie's mother using the number the little girl knew by heart, but nobody answered.
After coordinating with the responding professionals, we accompanied Maisie to the address she provided.
It was a narrow brick apartment building on Chicago's West Side.
The elevator was broken.
We climbed four flights of stairs.
Maisie ran ahead.
“Mommy! I brought someone!”
No answer.
She pushed open the apartment door.
A thin woman lay motionless on the living room floor beside an overturned glass of water.
Her dark hair spread across the carpet.
Her skin was frighteningly pale.
I knew her immediately.
“Nora!”
I dropped to my knees.
She opened her eyes.
For one second, recognition crossed her face.
Then terror.
“Ethan?”
I took her hand.
“I'm here.”
Her fingers tightened weakly around mine.
“Don't…”
She struggled for breath.
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“Don't let them take Maisie.”
And then Nora Lane lost consciousness.