Chapter 9 - THE NIGHT ERIN DISAPPEARED FROM HIS LIFE
I stopped answering Alexander's personal calls the next morning.
Legal matters went through our attorneys.
Questions about Mercer House went through the independent review.
Everything else could wait.
I didn't block his number out of anger.
I simply needed silence long enough to remember what my own thoughts sounded like.
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For the first week, he sent flowers.
White roses.
Lilies.
Tulips.
The same expensive arrangements he had always ordered when he forgot a dinner, missed a birthday, or canceled a weekend.
I donated them.
Then he sent jewelry.
A sapphire bracelet.
Diamond earrings.
A watch worth more than my first year's salary.
I returned everything unopened.
Finally, he sent a handwritten letter.
I almost didn't read it.
But something about seeing his handwriting instead of another assistant's perfectly printed card made me pause.
Erin,
I don't know how to apologize for two years in a way that doesn't sound like another attempt to buy your forgiveness.
I remember the dinner you made. I remember the candles. I remember that you wore blue.
I knew it was our anniversary. I chose to leave anyway.
I don't have an excuse.
I stopped reading.
My eyes filled.
Not because I wanted him back.
Because he was finally acknowledging what he had done.
I continued.
I used to think being a good husband meant giving you everything money could provide.
Now I realize I gave you almost none of the things you actually wanted.
I don't know whether I can repair that. But I am beginning to understand why you stopped waiting.
I folded the letter.
Then placed it inside a drawer.
There was no need to answer.
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For the next several weeks, I focused on the Mercer records.
June and I organized an independent historical research team.
Naomi coordinated requests for trust documents.
A preservation architect assessed the building.
Former Riverside Arts Program participants began sharing memories.
One woman remembered learning violin there when she was seven.
Another met her husband at a community theater performance.
A retired teacher brought photographs of children painting murals in the courtyard.
I listened to their stories.
And something inside me came alive.
This was why I had loved history.
Not because old documents were valuable.
Because they remembered people the world was too quick to forget.
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One afternoon, a retired bookbinder named Samuel Finch visited the center.
He was eighty-three.
He walked with a cane and carried a small canvas bag.
"I knew your grandmother," he said.
My breath caught.
"You knew Eleanor?"
He smiled.
"She was impossible."
I laughed through tears.
"How?"
"She never accepted the answer that something couldn't be done."
He sat down.
Then removed a small notebook.
"Eleanor asked me to preserve the founding charter."
I went still.
"What?"
He nodded.
"After the original trust dispute began, she worried the document would disappear."
"Did you keep a copy?"
He smiled faintly.
"Not exactly."
He opened the notebook.
Inside was a handwritten description of a bookbinding job.
A leather-bound volume titled The Rivers of New York.
Samuel pointed to one line.
"She asked me to hide a duplicate charter inside the binding."
My heart accelerated.
"Where is the book?"
He hesitated.
"That's the problem."
"What?"
"It was donated to the Grant family's private library after Eleanor died."
I stared.
Alexander's estate.
The enormous library overlooking the Hudson.
I remembered spending countless afternoons there while waiting for him to come home.
Hundreds of rare books lined the shelves.
I had touched many of them.
And somewhere among them might be the document that could change everything.
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That evening, Naomi contacted Alexander's attorney to request preservation and lawful inspection of the book.
The response arrived the next morning.
Alexander had agreed.
No conditions.
No private meeting.
No demand that I come home.
For the first time, he was helping without asking for anything in return.
I didn't know what that meant for us.
But I knew what it meant for the investigation.
We were finally getting closer to the truth.
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At noon, June called with another discovery.
One of the old Riverside school photographs included my grandmother and William Grant.
Beside them stood a young boy.
The caption identified him as Richard Grant.
Alexander's father.
But the photograph contained something more important.
Richard was holding the leather-bound book.
The Rivers of New York.
And on the back, in Eleanor's handwriting, were six words.
May you like
RICHARD KNOWS WHERE THE PROMISE IS.
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